1 00:00:01,291 --> 00:00:02,541 Jackson: Last day of training. 2 00:00:02,541 --> 00:00:04,916 Last day of Tim barking orders. 3 00:00:04,916 --> 00:00:07,041 Last day that they can fire us at a moment's notice. 4 00:00:07,041 --> 00:00:10,750 Last day of them recording every flaw for posterity. 5 00:00:10,750 --> 00:00:12,166 It's kind of bittersweet. 6 00:00:12,166 --> 00:00:13,625 Nope. Just sweet. 7 00:00:13,625 --> 00:00:15,291 [ Chuckles ] Sorry. Sorry. 8 00:00:15,291 --> 00:00:17,166 Guys, stop apologizing. 9 00:00:17,166 --> 00:00:18,791 You guys have finally made it, 10 00:00:18,791 --> 00:00:19,958 and I will be right behind you. 11 00:00:19,958 --> 00:00:21,666 Look, the extra month will fly by. 12 00:00:21,666 --> 00:00:22,750 You know it. 13 00:00:22,750 --> 00:00:24,958 Now, is Tim gonna do anything special 14 00:00:24,958 --> 00:00:27,166 to memorialize your last shift together? 15 00:00:27,166 --> 00:00:28,333 Not knowingly. 16 00:00:28,333 --> 00:00:29,333 You know, when you move on 17 00:00:29,333 --> 00:00:31,250 from an important relationship, 18 00:00:31,250 --> 00:00:35,125 there are steps you should take to ensure a healthy parting. 19 00:00:35,125 --> 00:00:38,208 We are going to work through every single one of them. 20 00:00:38,208 --> 00:00:39,833 Uh, how, if he doesn't know you're doing it? 21 00:00:39,833 --> 00:00:41,958 Trickery. Bye. 22 00:00:41,958 --> 00:00:44,416 That's... Yeah. 23 00:00:44,416 --> 00:00:45,500 Who are you gonna ride with today? 24 00:00:45,500 --> 00:00:47,000 No idea. 25 00:00:47,000 --> 00:00:49,375 Grey's busy, and Smitty's getting a back tattoo. 26 00:00:49,375 --> 00:00:51,208 -That's -- -Yeah. Don't ask. 27 00:00:51,208 --> 00:00:53,291 So, we are out of TOs, and I'm guessing 28 00:00:53,291 --> 00:00:54,791 I'm finishing my rookie year at the front desk. 29 00:00:54,791 --> 00:00:56,208 -Huh. -Lopez: Boot. 30 00:00:58,166 --> 00:00:59,500 Where's our gear? 31 00:00:59,500 --> 00:01:01,250 Wait, what? 32 00:01:01,250 --> 00:01:03,166 We started this journey together. 33 00:01:03,166 --> 00:01:04,458 I think we should end it that way. 34 00:01:04,458 --> 00:01:05,416 Don't you? 35 00:01:05,416 --> 00:01:06,666 Yeah. 36 00:01:06,666 --> 00:01:07,750 Then let's go. 37 00:01:12,166 --> 00:01:13,875 I thought we were tight. 38 00:01:13,875 --> 00:01:14,666 You did? 39 00:01:14,666 --> 00:01:15,708 Um, we are. 40 00:01:15,708 --> 00:01:17,625 That's -- I mean, why? What? 41 00:01:17,625 --> 00:01:19,333 You told your ethics professor 42 00:01:19,333 --> 00:01:20,916 she should come for a ride along? 43 00:01:20,916 --> 00:01:21,916 No. 44 00:01:21,916 --> 00:01:23,333 -Mm. -We -- No. 45 00:01:23,333 --> 00:01:24,791 We didn't even, uh, discuss it, 46 00:01:24,791 --> 00:01:26,250 but I-I need to pass this class, 47 00:01:26,250 --> 00:01:29,166 so it's super important she doesn't get shot today. 48 00:01:29,166 --> 00:01:30,500 No promises. 49 00:01:30,500 --> 00:01:32,083 You ride with me, you ride the roller coaster. 50 00:01:32,083 --> 00:01:34,000 Okay, Nyla, I know that -- 51 00:01:34,000 --> 00:01:35,750 -Hi. Good morning. -Good morning. 52 00:01:35,750 --> 00:01:37,833 Uh, Professor Ryan, this is Detective Nyla Harper, 53 00:01:37,833 --> 00:01:39,291 my training officer. 54 00:01:39,291 --> 00:01:41,208 I'm told, you're gonna be going on a ride along with us today. 55 00:01:41,208 --> 00:01:42,875 I hope that's okay. 56 00:01:42,875 --> 00:01:45,208 I didn't want to put you in an awkward position by asking you, 57 00:01:45,208 --> 00:01:47,541 but your watch commander said that you'd feel cheated 58 00:01:47,541 --> 00:01:48,875 if I didn't ride with you, so... 59 00:01:48,875 --> 00:01:50,250 And he was right. 60 00:01:50,250 --> 00:01:51,125 [ Chuckles ] 61 00:01:51,125 --> 00:01:52,500 -Uh, shall we? -Mm. 62 00:01:52,500 --> 00:01:54,291 Okay. 63 00:01:54,291 --> 00:01:56,083 Harper: So, you, uh, sign all the paperwork 64 00:01:56,083 --> 00:01:57,458 that says that we are not liable 65 00:01:57,458 --> 00:01:59,250 if you are maimed or killed? 66 00:01:59,250 --> 00:02:00,875 I did. It seemed a bit excessive. 67 00:02:00,875 --> 00:02:02,375 Mm. No, it's not. 68 00:02:02,375 --> 00:02:04,208 I mean, we will try our best to protect you, 69 00:02:04,208 --> 00:02:06,958 but we cannot guarantee your safety. 70 00:02:06,958 --> 00:02:10,208 You will be exposed to all the same dangers that we are. 71 00:02:10,208 --> 00:02:13,666 Well, more farmers die yearly than cops do. 72 00:02:13,666 --> 00:02:15,083 I didn't have to sign a liability waiver 73 00:02:15,083 --> 00:02:16,583 to go apple picking. 74 00:02:16,583 --> 00:02:18,083 Harper: That's because you weren't picking them 75 00:02:18,083 --> 00:02:19,125 out of a wood chipper. 76 00:02:19,125 --> 00:02:20,375 Nolan: Uh, hey, 77 00:02:20,375 --> 00:02:21,958 have you ever seen a body camera up close? 78 00:02:21,958 --> 00:02:23,208 No. 79 00:02:23,208 --> 00:02:24,666 Well, they're always running, 80 00:02:24,666 --> 00:02:26,791 uh, until we actually need them. 81 00:02:26,791 --> 00:02:28,083 We switch them on, then they start recording, 82 00:02:28,083 --> 00:02:29,458 and they go back two minutes 83 00:02:29,458 --> 00:02:31,041 so we can catch any of that last-minute action. 84 00:02:31,041 --> 00:02:33,000 Oh, yet they're always broken 85 00:02:33,000 --> 00:02:34,875 whenever the cops cross the line. 86 00:02:34,875 --> 00:02:37,083 You'd be surprised how many police officers 87 00:02:37,083 --> 00:02:39,166 actually want a body camera. 88 00:02:39,166 --> 00:02:40,583 -Oh. -That way, 89 00:02:40,583 --> 00:02:42,416 it makes it easier to disprove complaints. 90 00:02:42,416 --> 00:02:44,958 Okay, then you will not mind 91 00:02:44,958 --> 00:02:47,541 if I record the ride along myself -- 92 00:02:47,541 --> 00:02:48,458 as research tool. 93 00:02:48,458 --> 00:02:49,583 No problem. 94 00:02:50,875 --> 00:02:52,250 [ Chuckles ] 95 00:02:52,250 --> 00:02:54,125 Just as long as you turn it off 96 00:02:54,125 --> 00:02:56,750 when we hit the strip club for the lunch buffet. 97 00:02:59,333 --> 00:03:00,750 She's kidding. 98 00:03:00,750 --> 00:03:03,208 That buffet is terrible at that strip club. 99 00:03:03,208 --> 00:03:04,625 -♪ Whoa, oh, oh, oh ♪ -Ready to go? 100 00:03:04,625 --> 00:03:06,666 ♪ Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh ♪ 101 00:03:06,666 --> 00:03:11,750 ♪ I'm gonna win for you like I know you want me to do ♪ 102 00:03:11,750 --> 00:03:12,708 [ Cameras beeping ] 103 00:03:12,708 --> 00:03:14,333 -You got yours on? -Yeah. 104 00:03:14,333 --> 00:03:15,583 Alright. 105 00:03:15,583 --> 00:03:17,500 It's our last shift together. 106 00:03:17,500 --> 00:03:18,541 It's crazy, huh? 107 00:03:18,541 --> 00:03:20,083 Not really. 108 00:03:20,083 --> 00:03:21,416 Come on. 109 00:03:21,416 --> 00:03:22,875 I mean, we've been riding shoulder to shoulder 110 00:03:22,875 --> 00:03:24,416 -for over a year now. -[ Engine starts ] 111 00:03:24,416 --> 00:03:26,166 And soon, there'll be a new rookie sitting in that seat, 112 00:03:26,166 --> 00:03:28,750 annoying the crap out of me for 12 hours a day. 113 00:03:28,750 --> 00:03:31,750 So, you're not gonna miss riding with me at all? 114 00:03:31,750 --> 00:03:33,416 It's a job, not happy hour. 115 00:03:33,416 --> 00:03:35,708 Mm. Denial. Check. 116 00:03:36,958 --> 00:03:38,291 -What? -Hmm? 117 00:03:38,291 --> 00:03:39,291 Nothing. 118 00:03:47,041 --> 00:03:49,875 So, you teach full time? 119 00:03:49,875 --> 00:03:52,375 No. Just nights and weekends. 120 00:03:52,375 --> 00:03:55,000 My day job is civil rights litigation. 121 00:03:55,000 --> 00:03:56,875 And then there's lecturing, the writing, 122 00:03:56,875 --> 00:03:58,916 -the cable news hits. -When do you sleep? 123 00:03:58,916 --> 00:04:00,541 Sleep? What's that? 124 00:04:00,541 --> 00:04:02,500 Oh, is that what you were doing in my class on Monday? 125 00:04:02,500 --> 00:04:04,041 -[ Chuckles ] -What? 126 00:04:04,041 --> 00:04:05,750 No. Uh, no. 127 00:04:05,750 --> 00:04:07,833 Sometimes, I just -- I hold a blink for a really long time. 128 00:04:07,833 --> 00:04:09,916 You sure lying to your teacher is the way to go here? 129 00:04:09,916 --> 00:04:11,166 Actually, now that I hear it out loud, 130 00:04:11,166 --> 00:04:12,333 I'd like to revise my answer. 131 00:04:12,333 --> 00:04:14,333 -Yeah. Uh-huh. -[ Chuckles ] 132 00:04:14,333 --> 00:04:16,166 So, uh, given how busy you are, 133 00:04:16,166 --> 00:04:18,500 why take the time for a ride along? 134 00:04:18,500 --> 00:04:21,541 Well, I'm finishing up a book on the future of policing. 135 00:04:21,541 --> 00:04:24,666 Hey, what would you say is the, uh, biggest challenge 136 00:04:24,666 --> 00:04:26,583 you face day to day? 137 00:04:26,583 --> 00:04:28,875 Finding a safe bathroom. 138 00:04:28,875 --> 00:04:30,416 Uh, that is -- that is true. 139 00:04:30,416 --> 00:04:32,833 I mean, we can't use a stall bathroom for safety reasons. 140 00:04:32,833 --> 00:04:34,458 The door has to go floor to ceiling. 141 00:04:34,458 --> 00:04:36,541 And the location of the bathroom, also very important, 142 00:04:36,541 --> 00:04:38,833 so that not a lot of people can see us entering and leaving. 143 00:04:38,833 --> 00:04:39,916 [ Radio static crackles ] 144 00:04:39,916 --> 00:04:41,375 Dispatch: 7-Adam-15, 145 00:04:41,375 --> 00:04:44,416 residential burglary alarm, 1330 Monrovia. 146 00:04:44,416 --> 00:04:46,375 Hundred bucks it's an accidental trigger. 147 00:04:46,375 --> 00:04:47,750 That is a hard pass. 148 00:04:47,750 --> 00:04:49,666 [ Chuckles ] She's -- She's kidding. 149 00:04:49,666 --> 00:04:51,375 No. No way we'd blow off a service call. 150 00:04:51,375 --> 00:04:52,375 [ Radio beeps ] 151 00:04:52,375 --> 00:04:54,166 Copy. Responding. 152 00:04:54,166 --> 00:04:55,333 [ Static crackles ] 153 00:04:55,333 --> 00:04:56,833 Lucy: Do you see yourself as my mentor? 154 00:04:57,833 --> 00:05:00,083 No. I'm your TO. 155 00:05:00,083 --> 00:05:02,541 It's my job to make sure you're not dangerously incompetent 156 00:05:02,541 --> 00:05:05,375 when you hit the streets without supervision tomorrow. 157 00:05:05,375 --> 00:05:06,541 You know, when I was a rookie, 158 00:05:06,541 --> 00:05:07,708 I couldn't wait to get off probation. 159 00:05:07,708 --> 00:05:09,458 Oh, I am excited. 160 00:05:09,458 --> 00:05:11,250 Believe me. 161 00:05:11,250 --> 00:05:14,500 But I also know the importance of acknowledging your loss 162 00:05:14,500 --> 00:05:16,583 when going through something like this. 163 00:05:16,583 --> 00:05:17,916 "Acknowledging your loss"? 164 00:05:17,916 --> 00:05:19,375 Hmm. 165 00:05:19,375 --> 00:05:21,916 What is this, some "Intro to Psych" closure BS? 166 00:05:21,916 --> 00:05:23,666 It's not BS. 167 00:05:23,666 --> 00:05:25,625 It's a widely used psychological model 168 00:05:25,625 --> 00:05:28,208 to help people cope with the end of a relationship. 169 00:05:28,208 --> 00:05:29,541 Relationship? 170 00:05:29,541 --> 00:05:31,583 Partnership. Mentorship. 171 00:05:31,583 --> 00:05:32,875 Whatever you want to call it. 172 00:05:32,875 --> 00:05:34,333 Look, I don't want to call it anything. 173 00:05:34,333 --> 00:05:36,083 It's not like you won't see me tomorrow at the station. 174 00:05:36,083 --> 00:05:37,833 You know, what's there to talk about? 175 00:05:37,833 --> 00:05:39,416 A lot. 176 00:05:39,416 --> 00:05:41,250 I have a list. 177 00:05:41,250 --> 00:05:42,916 -So... -A list? 178 00:05:44,833 --> 00:05:47,583 You know, littering is a $250 fine. 179 00:05:47,583 --> 00:05:49,958 Worth it. 180 00:05:49,958 --> 00:05:51,416 What are you smiling about? 181 00:05:51,416 --> 00:05:54,666 Well, we were at denial, 182 00:05:54,666 --> 00:05:57,458 but now we have moved to anger. 183 00:05:57,458 --> 00:05:58,916 That's more progress. 184 00:06:03,166 --> 00:06:04,333 Thank you. 185 00:06:04,333 --> 00:06:06,291 [ Radio chatter ] 186 00:06:06,291 --> 00:06:07,583 Gets me out of the office. 187 00:06:07,583 --> 00:06:09,041 I mean, not just for today. 188 00:06:09,041 --> 00:06:10,625 I mean, you could have bounced me from the program 189 00:06:10,625 --> 00:06:13,166 after that first day. 190 00:06:13,166 --> 00:06:14,375 I owe you my career. 191 00:06:14,375 --> 00:06:15,875 ♪ I confess, don't hate the playa... ♪ 192 00:06:15,875 --> 00:06:17,791 I'd settle for a sandwich. We're near Phillipe's. 193 00:06:17,791 --> 00:06:19,666 But you just had breakfast. 194 00:06:19,666 --> 00:06:21,083 You questioning the pregnant lady? 195 00:06:21,083 --> 00:06:22,291 [ Chuckling ] No, ma'am. No, ma'am. 196 00:06:22,291 --> 00:06:23,583 What? 197 00:06:24,791 --> 00:06:26,250 You're gonna be a mom. 198 00:06:26,958 --> 00:06:29,208 And? 199 00:06:29,208 --> 00:06:30,875 I don't know. I mean... 200 00:06:30,875 --> 00:06:34,000 a lot's happened since we started out together. 201 00:06:34,000 --> 00:06:36,125 I knew my TO would be important to my career, 202 00:06:36,125 --> 00:06:38,500 but...I don't know. 203 00:06:38,500 --> 00:06:40,083 I didn't realize how important you'd be to my life. 204 00:06:40,083 --> 00:06:41,833 ♪ They might shine, but when they lights go out... ♪ 205 00:06:41,833 --> 00:06:44,250 Lay off the sappy stuff. I'm nauseous enough as it is. 206 00:06:44,250 --> 00:06:45,833 [ Chuckles ] 207 00:06:48,125 --> 00:06:50,000 Fiona: Have you read my work? 208 00:06:50,000 --> 00:06:51,500 I have. 209 00:06:51,500 --> 00:06:53,375 I actually follow you on social media. 210 00:06:53,375 --> 00:06:55,333 Oh. And? 211 00:06:55,333 --> 00:06:58,083 I'd make a lot of the reforms you're pushing for, 212 00:06:58,083 --> 00:07:00,541 but some just aren't based in reality. 213 00:07:00,541 --> 00:07:02,791 Well, maybe not your reality. 214 00:07:02,791 --> 00:07:04,666 Look, either you want my opinion or you don't. 215 00:07:04,666 --> 00:07:07,500 If you are just here to confirm your own point of view, 216 00:07:07,500 --> 00:07:08,833 then I-I will stop engaging. 217 00:07:08,833 --> 00:07:10,416 No, no, no, no. That's not what I'm looking for. 218 00:07:10,416 --> 00:07:12,500 I-I'm just used to cops taking my head off 219 00:07:12,500 --> 00:07:14,333 any time I suggest changing the status quo. 220 00:07:14,333 --> 00:07:16,000 -So... -Well, you would be surprised 221 00:07:16,000 --> 00:07:18,416 how many cops actually know the system has to change, 222 00:07:18,416 --> 00:07:20,041 but just feel powerless to make it happen. 223 00:07:20,041 --> 00:07:21,458 Hmm. 224 00:07:21,458 --> 00:07:23,416 [ Door closes ] 225 00:07:23,416 --> 00:07:25,458 Homeowner set off the alarm accidentally. 226 00:07:25,458 --> 00:07:26,500 Hundred bucks. 227 00:07:26,500 --> 00:07:27,541 Just put it on my tab. 228 00:07:27,541 --> 00:07:29,375 So, you two getting along? Huh? 229 00:07:29,375 --> 00:07:30,416 My two teachers? 230 00:07:30,416 --> 00:07:31,541 -Mm. -Yeah. 231 00:07:31,541 --> 00:07:32,958 We're bonding by making fun of you. 232 00:07:32,958 --> 00:07:34,875 Oh. Outstanding. Let me get in on that. 233 00:07:34,875 --> 00:07:37,875 Have you noticed how much I've been saying "like" lately? 234 00:07:37,875 --> 00:07:39,875 [ Alarm beeping ] 235 00:07:39,875 --> 00:07:41,041 Child abduction. 236 00:07:41,041 --> 00:07:43,041 Suspect is driving a gold Tacoma truck. 237 00:07:43,041 --> 00:07:44,666 Plate number 238 00:07:44,666 --> 00:07:47,416 2-Queen-Robert-Ida-4-4-5. 239 00:07:47,416 --> 00:07:48,666 Victim was kidnapped from... 240 00:07:48,666 --> 00:07:50,125 City of Angels Hospital. 241 00:07:50,125 --> 00:07:51,500 How old? 242 00:07:51,500 --> 00:07:53,708 Uh...five hours. 243 00:07:57,625 --> 00:07:58,875 Here we go. 244 00:07:58,875 --> 00:08:00,916 [ Engine starts ] 245 00:08:00,916 --> 00:08:04,125 [ Rotor blades whirring ] 246 00:08:04,125 --> 00:08:05,208 Air Three is lifting now. 247 00:08:05,208 --> 00:08:06,375 I'm 10-9-7. 248 00:08:06,375 --> 00:08:09,208 Searching for the suspect vehicle. 249 00:08:09,208 --> 00:08:12,125 Uh, newborn baby girl went missing 20 minutes ago. 250 00:08:12,125 --> 00:08:14,291 The hospital is going over the surveillance footage. 251 00:08:14,291 --> 00:08:16,208 Wait, don't all babies get LoJack these days? 252 00:08:16,208 --> 00:08:18,458 Yeah, it was found in the elevator, cut off. 253 00:08:18,458 --> 00:08:20,083 Who owns the Tacoma? 254 00:08:20,083 --> 00:08:22,500 Uh, that would be the father -- Jared Young. 255 00:08:22,500 --> 00:08:24,291 Looks like they're going through a messy divorce. 256 00:08:24,291 --> 00:08:26,583 He was visiting the hospital earlier that day, 257 00:08:26,583 --> 00:08:28,000 but security had him leave. 258 00:08:28,000 --> 00:08:29,416 There may have been some kind of threat. 259 00:08:29,416 --> 00:08:31,333 So, what, he went back in and he just took the baby? 260 00:08:31,333 --> 00:08:33,541 Jared's got quite an extensive criminal history here. 261 00:08:33,541 --> 00:08:35,125 Lot of narcos -- uh, narco possession, 262 00:08:35,125 --> 00:08:37,291 possession to sell, under the influence. 263 00:08:37,291 --> 00:08:39,083 Mm, just the guy you want taking care of your newborn. 264 00:08:39,083 --> 00:08:40,500 Well, we got the whole city looking for him. 265 00:08:40,500 --> 00:08:41,500 He won't get far. 266 00:08:41,500 --> 00:08:43,958 So, this baby that the, uh, 267 00:08:43,958 --> 00:08:45,458 whole city is mobilized to find -- 268 00:08:45,458 --> 00:08:47,125 is she by any chance white? 269 00:08:48,250 --> 00:08:49,750 We issue plenty of Amber Alerts 270 00:08:49,750 --> 00:08:51,333 for children of color, as well. 271 00:08:52,833 --> 00:08:54,000 Do you have a kid? 272 00:08:54,000 --> 00:08:55,708 Daughter. 273 00:08:55,708 --> 00:08:56,958 And, uh, you're sure your daughter 274 00:08:56,958 --> 00:08:59,625 would get the same attention as his son? 275 00:08:59,625 --> 00:09:01,375 From the media? No. 276 00:09:01,375 --> 00:09:05,333 But out here, we -- we look just as hard. 277 00:09:05,333 --> 00:09:06,958 Mrs. Young, this is Detective Lopez. 278 00:09:06,958 --> 00:09:08,458 I'm out here searching for your baby. 279 00:09:08,458 --> 00:09:10,208 Mrs. Young: [ Voice breaking ] You have to find her. 280 00:09:10,208 --> 00:09:11,458 Yes, ma'am, we're doing everything we can, 281 00:09:11,458 --> 00:09:12,875 but I need your help. 282 00:09:12,875 --> 00:09:14,708 Is there any place your husband might take her? 283 00:09:14,708 --> 00:09:15,916 Mrs. Young: He lives in Bell Gardens. 284 00:09:15,916 --> 00:09:17,333 Yes, ma'am. 285 00:09:17,333 --> 00:09:18,916 We have officers on the way to his apartment now, 286 00:09:18,916 --> 00:09:21,750 but if he's not there, where would he be? 287 00:09:21,750 --> 00:09:24,583 Mrs. Young: Out buying drugs, if he has any money. 288 00:09:24,583 --> 00:09:26,000 And if he's not? 289 00:09:26,000 --> 00:09:28,250 Mrs. Young: Jared will do anything to get a fix, 290 00:09:28,250 --> 00:09:31,000 including selling our baby. 291 00:09:31,000 --> 00:09:32,333 [ Helicopter blades whirring ] 292 00:09:34,458 --> 00:09:35,916 Gold pickup, two blocks up. 293 00:09:35,916 --> 00:09:37,000 [ Tires squealing, engine revving ] 294 00:09:40,625 --> 00:09:42,875 Negative. Texas plates. 295 00:09:44,291 --> 00:09:45,583 Five hours old. 296 00:09:45,583 --> 00:09:47,458 That poor mother must be going out of her mind. 297 00:09:48,916 --> 00:09:50,000 Let me guess -- 298 00:09:50,000 --> 00:09:51,541 you think if the parents had properly 299 00:09:51,541 --> 00:09:53,041 worked through their separation, 300 00:09:53,041 --> 00:09:54,500 this whole thing could have been avoided? 301 00:09:54,500 --> 00:09:58,375 No. Mom needs to get as far away from him as possible. 302 00:09:58,375 --> 00:10:00,583 But I do think that having easier access 303 00:10:00,583 --> 00:10:02,041 to counseling and mental health resources 304 00:10:02,041 --> 00:10:03,708 could prevent situations like this. 305 00:10:03,708 --> 00:10:06,000 Sure. But most guys still wouldn't go. 306 00:10:06,000 --> 00:10:07,625 Yeah, because we stigmatize mental health, 307 00:10:07,625 --> 00:10:10,291 treat it as less important than physical health. 308 00:10:10,291 --> 00:10:12,083 It's ridiculous that they teach sex ed in schools, 309 00:10:12,083 --> 00:10:14,625 but not how to be in a relationship. 310 00:10:14,625 --> 00:10:16,416 I wish someone taught me how to be in this one. 311 00:10:16,416 --> 00:10:17,958 Oh, so we are in a relationship. 312 00:10:19,958 --> 00:10:21,833 So, what's the focus of your book? 313 00:10:21,833 --> 00:10:24,125 Uh, reinventing policing -- 314 00:10:24,125 --> 00:10:25,833 with a more limited mandate. 315 00:10:25,833 --> 00:10:27,333 Amen to that. 316 00:10:27,333 --> 00:10:29,416 You agree with taking resources away from police? 317 00:10:29,416 --> 00:10:31,958 If it lessens our load, then yes, absolutely. 318 00:10:31,958 --> 00:10:33,791 Yeah, we complain about it all the time. 319 00:10:33,791 --> 00:10:36,000 Police have become the catch-all for the city's problems. 320 00:10:36,000 --> 00:10:40,541 We're expected to be cops, uh, psychologists, 321 00:10:40,541 --> 00:10:43,125 social workers, teachers, mediators. 322 00:10:43,125 --> 00:10:44,875 And they only train us for one of those jobs. 323 00:10:44,875 --> 00:10:46,666 Gold truck. Two cars ahead. 324 00:10:46,666 --> 00:10:47,625 That's him. 325 00:10:49,583 --> 00:10:50,916 Control, 7-Adam-15. 326 00:10:50,916 --> 00:10:53,208 We have eyes on the Amber Alert suspect vehicle. 327 00:10:53,208 --> 00:10:55,541 Heading west on Pico, passing Westlake. 328 00:10:55,541 --> 00:10:58,583 7-Adam-19, inbound on Olympic, passing Ardmore. 329 00:10:58,583 --> 00:11:01,000 7-Adam-07, coming west from Wilshire and Rimpau -- 330 00:11:01,000 --> 00:11:02,500 moving to intercept from the front. 331 00:11:02,500 --> 00:11:04,583 Air Three responding. Heading west from Bell Gardens. 332 00:11:04,583 --> 00:11:07,083 ETA to your location -- approximately six minutes. 333 00:11:07,083 --> 00:11:09,208 Can you parallel suspect until I get eyes on? 334 00:11:09,208 --> 00:11:10,333 Affirmative. 335 00:11:10,333 --> 00:11:11,666 Parallel? 336 00:11:11,666 --> 00:11:13,083 Yeah, we follow on side streets and alleyways. 337 00:11:14,916 --> 00:11:16,666 Oh, so he doesn't spot you and run? 338 00:11:16,666 --> 00:11:18,250 Exactly. Last thing we want 339 00:11:18,250 --> 00:11:20,125 is him speeding through traffic with a baby in the car, 340 00:11:20,125 --> 00:11:22,375 especially since there's no way he's got an infant car seat in there. 341 00:11:22,375 --> 00:11:23,875 No, we'll just wait until we have enough units, 342 00:11:23,875 --> 00:11:25,208 and then we'll box him in. 343 00:11:25,208 --> 00:11:27,166 Intersection ahead. We still have him? 344 00:11:27,166 --> 00:11:28,541 Yeah, he's about half a car length ahead, 345 00:11:28,541 --> 00:11:29,833 but he's speeding up. 346 00:11:29,833 --> 00:11:31,666 He might've seen us before we made our turn. 347 00:11:33,250 --> 00:11:34,916 7-Adam-19, Maxwell and Pico. 348 00:11:34,916 --> 00:11:36,875 West of target -- waiting for him to pass. 349 00:11:40,500 --> 00:11:42,916 Suspect just went past. Speed -- 50 miles an hour. 350 00:11:42,916 --> 00:11:44,250 We'll move to parallel on the north. 351 00:11:44,250 --> 00:11:45,500 Copy that. 352 00:11:45,500 --> 00:11:46,750 Why not just set up a roadblock? 353 00:11:46,750 --> 00:11:48,416 Roadblocks are considered a lethal measure. 354 00:11:48,416 --> 00:11:49,416 Didn't know that. 355 00:11:49,416 --> 00:11:50,625 Yeah, there's a strong chance 356 00:11:50,625 --> 00:11:52,250 a desperate driver will ram a roadblock. 357 00:11:52,250 --> 00:11:53,583 Clear! 358 00:11:53,583 --> 00:11:55,125 We don't use them unless we have no other choice. 359 00:11:55,125 --> 00:11:56,708 Come on, come on. -Watch out, watch out! 360 00:11:56,708 --> 00:11:57,958 [ Tires screech ] 361 00:11:57,958 --> 00:11:58,916 I can't see around the truck. 362 00:11:58,916 --> 00:12:00,041 -Move it! -I got it. 363 00:12:00,041 --> 00:12:01,291 -Move! Hey! -I got it after this car. 364 00:12:01,291 --> 00:12:03,458 -Hold on. There we go. -Got it. 365 00:12:05,666 --> 00:12:07,625 -Do you see him? -No. 366 00:12:07,625 --> 00:12:10,125 Well, maybe -- maybe he turned around when we got stuck. 367 00:12:10,125 --> 00:12:11,791 7-Adam-19, we've lost visual. 368 00:12:11,791 --> 00:12:13,125 You got eyes on him? 369 00:12:13,125 --> 00:12:15,000 Negative. We haven't reacquired visual. 370 00:12:15,000 --> 00:12:16,958 Where the hell is that airship? 371 00:12:16,958 --> 00:12:19,291 Pilot: Air Three is overhead. Arriving on scene. 372 00:12:19,291 --> 00:12:20,916 What's the suspect's 20? 373 00:12:20,916 --> 00:12:22,916 We lost visual. Pico, east of Maxwell. 374 00:12:22,916 --> 00:12:25,166 It's possible he turned off and headed either north or south. 375 00:12:25,166 --> 00:12:26,708 Copy that. We're gonna orbit. 376 00:12:31,791 --> 00:12:33,458 Contact. 377 00:12:33,458 --> 00:12:35,250 Suspect vehicle now heading north on Livingston. 378 00:12:35,250 --> 00:12:37,083 Repeat, north on Livingston. 379 00:12:37,083 --> 00:12:38,666 Copy. On our way. 380 00:12:38,666 --> 00:12:40,791 Speed is approximately 65. 381 00:12:40,791 --> 00:12:41,958 Looks like he's heading for the freeway. 382 00:12:41,958 --> 00:12:44,375 [ Tires screech ] 383 00:12:46,791 --> 00:12:47,958 Hold on. 384 00:12:47,958 --> 00:12:49,916 Suspect just sideswiped another vehicle. 385 00:12:49,916 --> 00:12:51,250 He's lost control. 386 00:12:51,250 --> 00:12:53,666 [ Car crashes ] 387 00:12:53,666 --> 00:12:55,083 Tell me that wasn't our guy. 388 00:12:55,083 --> 00:12:56,958 He just TC'd into a telephone pole. 389 00:12:56,958 --> 00:12:58,708 Can you see inside the truck? 390 00:12:58,708 --> 00:13:00,000 Negative. 391 00:13:01,458 --> 00:13:02,791 [ Helicopter blades whirring ] 392 00:13:02,791 --> 00:13:04,916 [ Tires squealing ] 393 00:13:09,291 --> 00:13:10,833 [ Brakes screech ] 394 00:13:12,041 --> 00:13:13,041 -Harper: Hands! -Nolan: Police! 395 00:13:15,458 --> 00:13:17,333 Harper: Show me your hands! 396 00:13:17,333 --> 00:13:18,416 Where is your daughter? 397 00:13:18,416 --> 00:13:19,791 Jared: What? 398 00:13:19,791 --> 00:13:21,708 Nolan: Keep your hands where we can see them. 399 00:13:25,833 --> 00:13:27,333 No kid. There's no kid in here! 400 00:13:27,333 --> 00:13:28,833 There's no kid! 401 00:13:28,833 --> 00:13:29,958 Harper: Your baby, where is she? 402 00:13:29,958 --> 00:13:31,500 At the hospital with her mom. 403 00:13:31,500 --> 00:13:32,541 Lucy: Then why did you run? 404 00:13:32,541 --> 00:13:34,125 Tim: Gun and drugs. 405 00:13:36,416 --> 00:13:38,416 Fiona: If he doesn't have the baby, who does? 406 00:13:43,125 --> 00:13:44,250 [ Helicopter blades whirring ] 407 00:13:44,250 --> 00:13:45,708 Never thought I'd be disappointed 408 00:13:45,708 --> 00:13:48,125 a meth-head wasn't taking care of a newborn. 409 00:13:48,125 --> 00:13:49,416 But I guess there's still plenty of time 410 00:13:49,416 --> 00:13:51,416 for him to mess up this kid's childhood, 411 00:13:51,416 --> 00:13:52,416 once we get her back. 412 00:13:53,583 --> 00:13:54,708 If we get her back. 413 00:13:54,708 --> 00:13:56,708 [ Radio chatter ] 414 00:13:56,708 --> 00:13:59,041 You know, whenever you need Halloween costumes 415 00:13:59,041 --> 00:14:00,541 for Lopez Jr., 416 00:14:00,541 --> 00:14:03,000 my mom has dozens in storage. 417 00:14:03,000 --> 00:14:05,833 I'm talking cop uniforms for every age. 418 00:14:05,833 --> 00:14:07,625 You never really wanted to be anything else? 419 00:14:09,333 --> 00:14:11,750 Astronaut? Ninja? 420 00:14:11,750 --> 00:14:13,166 -Ninja astronaut? -[ Chuckles ] 421 00:14:13,166 --> 00:14:15,916 I mean, that'd be cool, but...mnh-mnh. 422 00:14:15,916 --> 00:14:17,041 No. 423 00:14:17,041 --> 00:14:19,291 I guess I just wanted to be my dad. 424 00:14:19,291 --> 00:14:21,416 It was like my way of feeling close to him 425 00:14:21,416 --> 00:14:22,416 when he wasn't around. 426 00:14:22,416 --> 00:14:24,625 -Was that a lot? -Yeah. 427 00:14:24,625 --> 00:14:27,166 I mean, he was a detective when I was born, 428 00:14:27,166 --> 00:14:29,541 trying to make a name for himself. 429 00:14:29,541 --> 00:14:31,375 Lot of long hours. 430 00:14:31,375 --> 00:14:32,625 But you were close. 431 00:14:32,625 --> 00:14:34,250 Yeah, eventually. 432 00:14:34,250 --> 00:14:37,208 Mom was kind of on her own until I was 12. 433 00:14:37,208 --> 00:14:41,250 And that's when he moved up, got more stable hours. 434 00:14:41,250 --> 00:14:44,416 I mean, I always loved him -- 435 00:14:44,416 --> 00:14:47,208 don't get me wrong -- even when he wasn't around. 436 00:14:47,208 --> 00:14:50,375 I have a lot of great memories, you know? 437 00:14:50,375 --> 00:14:51,916 Of course. 438 00:14:51,916 --> 00:14:54,791 You know, you and Wesley are going to be awesome parents. 439 00:14:54,791 --> 00:14:56,916 I know. 440 00:14:56,916 --> 00:14:58,500 It's just... 441 00:14:58,500 --> 00:15:00,625 We both get so wrapped up in our cases, 442 00:15:00,625 --> 00:15:03,708 we barely make time to have dinner together. 443 00:15:03,708 --> 00:15:05,541 How are we supposed to make time for a kid? 444 00:15:05,541 --> 00:15:08,625 Wesley is loaded. You get yourself a nanny. 445 00:15:08,625 --> 00:15:10,083 Or three. 446 00:15:10,083 --> 00:15:11,375 So a stranger can raise my child? 447 00:15:11,375 --> 00:15:12,625 I mean, it won't be a stranger 448 00:15:12,625 --> 00:15:15,166 when you get to know them, you know? 449 00:15:15,166 --> 00:15:17,375 Look, you are not the first detective 450 00:15:17,375 --> 00:15:19,500 to have to balance work with a kid. 451 00:15:19,500 --> 00:15:22,458 Talk to Harper about how she did it. 452 00:15:22,458 --> 00:15:25,333 Lopez: Harper, can you ten-three to a backup channel? 453 00:15:27,041 --> 00:15:30,666 Sure, go to 11. Don't record this. 454 00:15:30,666 --> 00:15:31,958 [ Camera clicks off ] 455 00:15:33,833 --> 00:15:36,041 I need you to give me the reals on something. 456 00:15:36,041 --> 00:15:37,500 How difficult was it to go back to work 457 00:15:37,500 --> 00:15:38,750 after Lila was born? 458 00:15:40,208 --> 00:15:41,500 Honestly, I barely remember. 459 00:15:41,500 --> 00:15:44,291 I almost died giving birth, so... 460 00:15:44,291 --> 00:15:47,166 But, uh, that's -- that's not gonna happen to you. 461 00:15:47,166 --> 00:15:51,416 G-Giving birth can be a wonderful experience, 462 00:15:51,416 --> 00:15:53,583 I've been told. 463 00:15:53,583 --> 00:15:55,083 Definitely get the epidural. 464 00:15:55,083 --> 00:15:57,208 Don't worry. I'm not a lunatic. 465 00:15:57,208 --> 00:15:59,500 I'm thinking of scheduling a C, but I'm worried 466 00:15:59,500 --> 00:16:00,916 that the stitches and everything 467 00:16:00,916 --> 00:16:03,458 will keep me off work even longer. 468 00:16:03,458 --> 00:16:05,333 I worried about the same thing, but you know what? 469 00:16:05,333 --> 00:16:06,541 I got stitches anyway -- 470 00:16:06,541 --> 00:16:08,458 just not in my stomach. 471 00:16:08,458 --> 00:16:09,916 Okay. Change us back to channel one. 472 00:16:09,916 --> 00:16:11,958 Wh-- I-I-- I think I want to hear this. 473 00:16:13,333 --> 00:16:15,125 Tell me the truth -- 474 00:16:15,125 --> 00:16:17,125 Am I gonna poop myself? 475 00:16:17,125 --> 00:16:18,708 And I'm out. 476 00:16:18,708 --> 00:16:19,833 Wow. 477 00:16:19,833 --> 00:16:21,041 [ Chuckles ] 478 00:16:21,041 --> 00:16:22,625 I wish I could say no. 479 00:16:22,625 --> 00:16:24,541 Why can't we just do that twilight sleep thing 480 00:16:24,541 --> 00:16:25,833 they did back in the '50s? 481 00:16:25,833 --> 00:16:27,375 [ Chuckles ] I asked. 482 00:16:27,375 --> 00:16:30,333 Apparently it is "grossly unethical." 483 00:16:30,333 --> 00:16:32,916 Sgt. Grey: Detectives, are you done? 484 00:16:32,916 --> 00:16:33,958 Both: Yes, sir. 485 00:16:38,916 --> 00:16:42,041 We must seem callous, joking while a kid is missing. 486 00:16:42,041 --> 00:16:43,333 No, I get it. I'm sure it's hard 487 00:16:43,333 --> 00:16:45,375 to work these kinds of cases. 488 00:16:45,375 --> 00:16:47,125 Calls involving kids are the worst. 489 00:16:47,125 --> 00:16:48,750 You can't help but think, what if they were mine? 490 00:16:48,750 --> 00:16:50,583 Mm. Yeah, I don't have kids, 491 00:16:50,583 --> 00:16:52,708 but I feel the same way 492 00:16:52,708 --> 00:16:55,000 every time another Black kid gets shot by police. 493 00:16:56,708 --> 00:16:59,250 [ Computer beeps ] 494 00:16:59,250 --> 00:17:02,041 Oh. Hospital sent the video of the kidnapping. 495 00:17:03,625 --> 00:17:05,125 You can't see her face. 496 00:17:06,833 --> 00:17:08,333 Lopez: That is just terrifying. 497 00:17:08,333 --> 00:17:10,250 A stranger snatching your baby 498 00:17:10,250 --> 00:17:11,500 when you're not there to protect them. 499 00:17:11,500 --> 00:17:12,750 Don't worry. 500 00:17:12,750 --> 00:17:14,416 I will personally stand watch over your kid 501 00:17:14,416 --> 00:17:15,541 until you leave the hospital. 502 00:17:15,541 --> 00:17:17,083 You better. 503 00:17:17,083 --> 00:17:18,708 Do they have an ID on the kidnapper? 504 00:17:18,708 --> 00:17:19,750 Not yet. 505 00:17:19,750 --> 00:17:21,083 Listen to me. 506 00:17:21,083 --> 00:17:23,875 We're gonna find her, alright? 507 00:17:23,875 --> 00:17:25,458 And that baby's gonna be fine. 508 00:17:25,458 --> 00:17:27,000 You'll see. 509 00:17:27,000 --> 00:17:30,208 [ Helicopter blades whirring ] 510 00:17:32,083 --> 00:17:33,583 We don't have time for this. 511 00:17:33,583 --> 00:17:35,500 Every minute we waste waiting for an ID on this woman 512 00:17:35,500 --> 00:17:37,208 is a minute she could be hurting this kid -- 513 00:17:37,208 --> 00:17:38,333 or worse. 514 00:17:38,333 --> 00:17:39,583 Look, you need to get your head right 515 00:17:39,583 --> 00:17:40,833 in case this goes bad. 516 00:17:40,833 --> 00:17:42,458 I'm squared away. 517 00:17:42,458 --> 00:17:46,708 The fact that you just said that means you're not. 518 00:17:46,708 --> 00:17:48,458 Look, you've been lucky on the job so far. 519 00:17:50,000 --> 00:17:51,958 No. Alright. 520 00:17:51,958 --> 00:17:54,833 I'm sorry. That -- That came out wrong. 521 00:17:54,833 --> 00:17:56,500 You've been through Hell -- 522 00:17:56,500 --> 00:17:58,833 stuff that would've broken a lot of veteran cops. 523 00:17:58,833 --> 00:18:01,375 But a dead kid is different. 524 00:18:01,375 --> 00:18:04,208 A dead kid changes you forever. 525 00:18:05,833 --> 00:18:07,041 [ Sighs ] 526 00:18:07,041 --> 00:18:09,541 I really hope our last shift together 527 00:18:09,541 --> 00:18:10,791 doesn't end with that. 528 00:18:10,791 --> 00:18:13,541 Yeah. Me too. 529 00:18:13,541 --> 00:18:14,833 [ Radio chatter ] 530 00:18:14,833 --> 00:18:16,916 Okay, so what's next on your list? 531 00:18:19,916 --> 00:18:23,583 [ Inhales sharply ] Okay. 532 00:18:23,583 --> 00:18:25,000 "Surround yourself with people 533 00:18:25,000 --> 00:18:27,750 who support, value, and energize you," 534 00:18:27,750 --> 00:18:30,625 which...may have to wait until later. 535 00:18:30,625 --> 00:18:33,166 Then, uh, "Reflect on the lessons learned -- 536 00:18:33,166 --> 00:18:37,000 both the good and the bad -- and express gratitude." 537 00:18:38,083 --> 00:18:40,250 Okay. 538 00:18:40,250 --> 00:18:42,875 So, what have I taught you that you're grateful for? 539 00:18:42,875 --> 00:18:44,958 Um...hmm. 540 00:18:46,666 --> 00:18:49,541 Not to second-guess myself. 541 00:18:49,541 --> 00:18:51,666 Yeah, early on, 542 00:18:51,666 --> 00:18:54,833 one look from you could send me into a tailspin. 543 00:18:54,833 --> 00:18:56,208 -Plain Clothes Day. -Mm-hmm. 544 00:18:56,208 --> 00:18:58,208 But I've learned to trust my instincts, 545 00:18:58,208 --> 00:19:00,958 even if they go against what you would do, 546 00:19:00,958 --> 00:19:03,250 which will be crucial for undercover work. 547 00:19:05,083 --> 00:19:07,208 You serious about being UC? 548 00:19:07,208 --> 00:19:09,291 Yeah. 549 00:19:09,291 --> 00:19:11,083 Why? Do you not think I'm tough enough? 550 00:19:11,083 --> 00:19:12,916 No, it's not about being tough. 551 00:19:12,916 --> 00:19:15,083 I mean, look, you're as tough as they come. 552 00:19:15,083 --> 00:19:20,083 It's just you're...sensitive. 553 00:19:20,083 --> 00:19:21,125 -[ Scoffs ] -You are! 554 00:19:21,125 --> 00:19:23,125 Look what happened with Tamara. 555 00:19:23,125 --> 00:19:26,375 You gave her your car, for crying out loud. 556 00:19:26,375 --> 00:19:27,708 And today -- 557 00:19:27,708 --> 00:19:30,375 today, this whole need to relive the last year, 558 00:19:30,375 --> 00:19:31,625 talk about our feelings. 559 00:19:31,625 --> 00:19:34,083 I happen to think that caring about people, 560 00:19:34,083 --> 00:19:37,333 connecting with them, is what makes me a good cop. 561 00:19:37,333 --> 00:19:38,416 It does. 562 00:19:38,416 --> 00:19:40,250 Just not a good UC. 563 00:19:40,250 --> 00:19:42,000 Look, to work undercover, 564 00:19:42,000 --> 00:19:45,083 you have to be able to lie to someone's face -- 565 00:19:45,083 --> 00:19:46,625 make them believe you're their best friend 566 00:19:46,625 --> 00:19:49,625 and then stab them in the back. 567 00:19:49,625 --> 00:19:51,833 I just don't think you have that killer instinct. 568 00:19:54,541 --> 00:19:56,541 Ouch. 569 00:19:56,541 --> 00:19:57,833 I'm sorry. 570 00:19:57,833 --> 00:19:59,583 But it's better you hear it now. 571 00:19:59,583 --> 00:20:03,208 [ Radio chatter, siren wailing in distance ] 572 00:20:06,416 --> 00:20:09,166 You're right. 573 00:20:09,166 --> 00:20:11,583 And I appreciate your honesty. 574 00:20:11,583 --> 00:20:13,375 You always tell me the truth, 575 00:20:13,375 --> 00:20:15,416 no matter how painful it's gonna be, 576 00:20:15,416 --> 00:20:17,666 and you deserve the same from me. 577 00:20:21,416 --> 00:20:26,375 I've been struggling with being honest with you all day. 578 00:20:26,375 --> 00:20:30,416 I've been hiding behind this stupid closure checklist, 579 00:20:30,416 --> 00:20:32,666 trying to get up the courage to tell you something. 580 00:20:34,250 --> 00:20:35,666 Okay. 581 00:20:35,666 --> 00:20:36,625 What? 582 00:20:44,541 --> 00:20:46,416 I have feelings for you. 583 00:20:50,541 --> 00:20:53,041 -Uh, like f-- -Look, we've been through a lot this year. 584 00:20:53,041 --> 00:20:57,458 I mean... you saved my life. 585 00:20:57,458 --> 00:20:59,875 And I didn't want to say anything before 586 00:20:59,875 --> 00:21:03,000 because I didn't want to put you in a weird position. 587 00:21:03,000 --> 00:21:06,666 But now, I mean, I think... 588 00:21:06,666 --> 00:21:10,250 I think the reason why you're so protective of me and -- 589 00:21:10,250 --> 00:21:12,333 and why you don't want me to be an undercover cop 590 00:21:12,333 --> 00:21:13,916 is because... 591 00:21:16,125 --> 00:21:17,916 ...because you have feelings for me, too. 592 00:21:20,833 --> 00:21:22,208 Lucy, I -- 593 00:21:22,208 --> 00:21:25,208 No, listen, I-I know it's complicated. 594 00:21:25,208 --> 00:21:26,833 You're my TO. 595 00:21:26,833 --> 00:21:28,833 You're responsible for me. 596 00:21:28,833 --> 00:21:33,708 I know that you would never cross that line, but... 597 00:21:33,708 --> 00:21:38,458 starting tomorrow, I guess... you're not, 598 00:21:38,458 --> 00:21:40,416 and I... 599 00:21:40,416 --> 00:21:41,875 Uh -- Eh -- 600 00:21:44,666 --> 00:21:46,666 First of all... 601 00:21:46,666 --> 00:21:48,666 I-I just, like -- 602 00:21:50,375 --> 00:21:51,708 Thank you. 603 00:21:51,708 --> 00:21:54,916 Um...you're... 604 00:21:56,125 --> 00:21:58,250 Look, Lucy, I'm -- I'm flattered. 605 00:21:58,250 --> 00:22:01,666 I am. 606 00:22:01,666 --> 00:22:03,916 You're a great girl. 607 00:22:03,916 --> 00:22:05,583 Woman. Woman. 608 00:22:05,583 --> 00:22:09,583 And I... 609 00:22:09,583 --> 00:22:10,958 Um... 610 00:22:10,958 --> 00:22:12,000 [ Sighs ] 611 00:22:12,000 --> 00:22:14,166 Crap. 612 00:22:14,166 --> 00:22:15,291 Listen. 613 00:22:15,291 --> 00:22:18,250 [ Laughing ] 614 00:22:19,958 --> 00:22:21,833 Are you kidding me?! 615 00:22:21,833 --> 00:22:23,750 [ Laughing ] I'm sorry! 616 00:22:23,750 --> 00:22:24,750 Are you kidding me? 617 00:22:24,750 --> 00:22:26,000 Wait, I'm sorry. 618 00:22:26,000 --> 00:22:26,916 Oh, you're sorry. 619 00:22:26,916 --> 00:22:28,625 Wait. Just wait. 620 00:22:28,625 --> 00:22:30,833 Lie to your face -- check. 621 00:22:30,833 --> 00:22:32,625 Make you think I've fallen for you -- 622 00:22:32,625 --> 00:22:34,125 double check. 623 00:22:34,125 --> 00:22:36,125 Oh, and stab you in the back 624 00:22:36,125 --> 00:22:37,666 when you think we're best friends -- 625 00:22:37,666 --> 00:22:39,166 triple check. 626 00:22:39,166 --> 00:22:40,541 Look me in the face... 627 00:22:40,541 --> 00:22:41,791 -Nope. -...and tell me 628 00:22:41,791 --> 00:22:43,958 you don't think I have the killer instinct 629 00:22:43,958 --> 00:22:46,125 to do undercover work. 630 00:22:46,125 --> 00:22:47,375 Look me in my face. 631 00:22:52,666 --> 00:22:55,833 [ Radio chatter ] 632 00:23:02,416 --> 00:23:05,416 It's weird now, isn't it? 633 00:23:05,416 --> 00:23:06,791 Nope. 634 00:23:07,958 --> 00:23:09,750 I was just making a point. 635 00:23:09,750 --> 00:23:11,916 And you're undermining it by feeling guilty. 636 00:23:19,166 --> 00:23:20,500 Harper: You're out of your mind. 637 00:23:20,500 --> 00:23:22,083 You want to try the Camden Experiment 638 00:23:22,083 --> 00:23:23,416 in Los Angeles? 639 00:23:23,416 --> 00:23:24,791 I'm sorry. What's the Camden Experiment? 640 00:23:24,791 --> 00:23:26,958 Uh, fire all police officers, 641 00:23:26,958 --> 00:23:28,666 make them reapply for their jobs. 642 00:23:28,666 --> 00:23:29,875 Oh, just that? 643 00:23:29,875 --> 00:23:32,208 [ Chuckles ] Well, you're both good cops. 644 00:23:32,208 --> 00:23:34,166 You'd be back on the force in no time. 645 00:23:34,166 --> 00:23:37,458 But running new background checks on every single officer, 646 00:23:37,458 --> 00:23:39,500 most especially combing through their social media posts -- 647 00:23:39,500 --> 00:23:40,791 that'll get rid of most of the problem. 648 00:23:40,791 --> 00:23:42,916 We'd be coming back to a gutted force. 649 00:23:42,916 --> 00:23:45,708 I mean, you would be down 10%. 650 00:23:45,708 --> 00:23:47,333 Maybe 20%. 651 00:23:47,333 --> 00:23:50,208 But you would be coming back to a better force. 652 00:23:50,208 --> 00:23:51,541 And what about the kid that goes missing 653 00:23:51,541 --> 00:23:52,958 the day we're all fired? 654 00:23:52,958 --> 00:23:55,541 I mean, it wouldn't happen overnight. 655 00:23:55,541 --> 00:23:58,500 It would happen gradually, in stages. 656 00:23:58,500 --> 00:24:02,875 But without major action, things will never get better. 657 00:24:02,875 --> 00:24:04,708 Sgt. Grey: 7-Adam-15, 658 00:24:04,708 --> 00:24:06,541 we have a possible suspect ID on the Amber Alert. 659 00:24:06,541 --> 00:24:08,875 Last name Cissane, first name Rita. 660 00:24:08,875 --> 00:24:11,208 Suspect's husband called 911. 661 00:24:11,208 --> 00:24:12,875 Make contact to take his statement. 662 00:24:12,875 --> 00:24:14,916 Address is being sent to your box. 663 00:24:14,916 --> 00:24:16,958 Copy that. We got it. On our way. 664 00:24:19,375 --> 00:24:21,666 Ethan: Yeah, if, uh -- i-if she reaches out, 665 00:24:21,666 --> 00:24:25,291 um, please, please, please, please call me. 666 00:24:25,291 --> 00:24:27,916 Um...okay. Yeah, no. I-I gotta go. 667 00:24:30,916 --> 00:24:33,041 Mr. Cissane, I'm Detective Harper. 668 00:24:33,041 --> 00:24:34,708 This is Officer Nolan. 669 00:24:34,708 --> 00:24:38,000 I understand that your wife, Rita, was here with a baby? 670 00:24:38,000 --> 00:24:39,958 Yeah, I-I don't -- I don't know where she is. 671 00:24:39,958 --> 00:24:43,541 I-I tried calling everyone that I know. 672 00:24:43,541 --> 00:24:45,291 I-I tried to stop her from leaving, 673 00:24:45,291 --> 00:24:49,125 but she was holding that baby, and it was...just so little. 674 00:24:49,125 --> 00:24:51,833 I know. They can look so fragile at that age. 675 00:24:51,833 --> 00:24:53,291 Uh, tell us about your wife. 676 00:24:53,291 --> 00:24:55,666 Is there anything that could have precipitated this? 677 00:24:55,666 --> 00:24:58,541 You don't know? 678 00:24:58,541 --> 00:25:03,208 W-We lost our daughter, Casey, this morning to SIDS. 679 00:25:03,208 --> 00:25:06,166 Rita went into the nursery to check on her, 680 00:25:06,166 --> 00:25:09,666 and then I heard screaming, so I ran in, 681 00:25:09,666 --> 00:25:14,375 and she was so still... s-so cold. 682 00:25:14,375 --> 00:25:17,666 I am so sorry. Sir, h-how old was she? 683 00:25:17,666 --> 00:25:19,333 [ Crying ] Two months. 684 00:25:19,333 --> 00:25:21,500 That's why your wife was at the hospital today? 685 00:25:21,500 --> 00:25:23,958 Yeah, we -- we raced Casey to the Emergency Room, 686 00:25:23,958 --> 00:25:26,333 hoping that they could do something, but it was -- 687 00:25:26,333 --> 00:25:27,958 it was too late. 688 00:25:27,958 --> 00:25:32,708 And then there was so many, uh, questions and -- and forms. 689 00:25:32,708 --> 00:25:37,000 It took me a while to realize that, um, that Rita had left. 690 00:25:37,000 --> 00:25:39,083 She wasn't answering her cell, so I thought maybe s-she -- 691 00:25:39,083 --> 00:25:41,541 she came home, but she wasn't here, 692 00:25:41,541 --> 00:25:44,250 and then she just showed up like nothing had happened, 693 00:25:44,250 --> 00:25:47,666 and she was just... holding this little baby 694 00:25:47,666 --> 00:25:50,375 and calling her Casey 695 00:25:50,375 --> 00:25:52,000 and saying that everything had been a big mistake. 696 00:25:52,000 --> 00:25:53,125 [ Sniffles ] 697 00:25:53,125 --> 00:25:54,375 Okay, uh, we're gonna have to initiate 698 00:25:54,375 --> 00:25:56,041 Child Death Protocol. 699 00:25:56,041 --> 00:25:57,458 Treat the place like a crime scene. 700 00:25:57,458 --> 00:26:01,333 Notify Homicide, the District Attorney, and CPS. 701 00:26:01,333 --> 00:26:02,750 Wait, wait, wait, wait. We didn't kill our daughter. 702 00:26:02,750 --> 00:26:04,166 It was -- It was -- It was SIDS. 703 00:26:04,166 --> 00:26:06,208 Yes, sir. I understand. 704 00:26:06,208 --> 00:26:08,458 I'm not saying that we believe that you harmed your child, 705 00:26:08,458 --> 00:26:10,291 but we do have protocols we have to follow. 706 00:26:10,291 --> 00:26:12,583 Eh, sir, it's -- the hard fact is 707 00:26:12,583 --> 00:26:14,416 what most people consider to be SIDS 708 00:26:14,416 --> 00:26:17,041 is actually accidental suffocation 709 00:26:17,041 --> 00:26:19,583 from soft bedding or a toy. 710 00:26:19,583 --> 00:26:22,708 Uh, right now, we have to focus on your wife. 711 00:26:22,708 --> 00:26:24,625 Is there anywhere you think she might have gone? 712 00:26:24,625 --> 00:26:27,250 I don't know. I've reached out to everyone I can think of, 713 00:26:27,250 --> 00:26:30,041 but she's not really herself right -- right now. 714 00:26:30,041 --> 00:26:31,875 Has she been depressed lately? 715 00:26:31,875 --> 00:26:34,083 Yeah. I mean, she hasn't been eating or sleeping. 716 00:26:34,083 --> 00:26:37,166 The doctor said she had, um...PPD, 717 00:26:37,166 --> 00:26:38,875 but Rita refused any help. 718 00:26:38,875 --> 00:26:40,750 Uh, has she been drinking a lot? 719 00:26:40,750 --> 00:26:42,208 -Any drugs or medication? -No. 720 00:26:42,208 --> 00:26:44,625 No, the doctor prescribed antidepressants, 721 00:26:44,625 --> 00:26:47,250 but Rita wouldn't take them. I'm just so scared that -- 722 00:26:47,250 --> 00:26:48,750 -Thank you, sir. -Okay, thank you. 723 00:26:48,750 --> 00:26:50,291 Please don't hurt her. 724 00:26:50,291 --> 00:26:52,041 -She's not herself right now. -[ Car doors open, close ] 725 00:26:52,041 --> 00:26:53,875 You have to promise me that you won't hurt her, please. 726 00:26:55,291 --> 00:26:56,666 [ Engine starts ] 727 00:26:56,666 --> 00:26:59,041 [ Sobbing ] 728 00:27:07,500 --> 00:27:09,458 Updated Amber Alert. 729 00:27:09,458 --> 00:27:11,750 New suspect vehicle is a green Ford Fiesta. 730 00:27:11,750 --> 00:27:15,291 License plate 3-Paul-Charles-Ida-0-2-6. 731 00:27:15,291 --> 00:27:17,416 Suspect is Rita Cissane. 732 00:27:17,416 --> 00:27:20,625 31-year-old white female who lost her baby to SIDS. 733 00:27:24,208 --> 00:27:26,666 This case is all the nightmares in my closet combined. 734 00:27:26,666 --> 00:27:29,125 I know. Sorry. 735 00:27:29,125 --> 00:27:31,250 How am I ever gonna let my kid out of my sight? 736 00:27:31,250 --> 00:27:33,166 With all the things we see on the job, 737 00:27:33,166 --> 00:27:34,625 the -- the things I know about people -- 738 00:27:34,625 --> 00:27:37,500 Look, the things we see are outliers. 739 00:27:37,500 --> 00:27:40,708 Look, every day, we show up on people's worst day. 740 00:27:40,708 --> 00:27:42,875 We see the exception, not the rule. 741 00:27:42,875 --> 00:27:45,541 I know that up here, but -- 742 00:27:45,541 --> 00:27:49,666 Look, whether the kid is with you or Wesley or a nanny, 743 00:27:49,666 --> 00:27:51,291 they'll be fine, okay? 744 00:27:51,291 --> 00:27:54,250 It's just so different from the way I grew up. 745 00:27:54,250 --> 00:27:56,500 Wesley was raised by a nanny. 746 00:27:56,500 --> 00:28:00,166 But when my mom went to work, she put me in the back room, 747 00:28:00,166 --> 00:28:03,291 and the other women would check in on me. 748 00:28:03,291 --> 00:28:06,375 Can't exactly drop off Lopez Jr. in Holding every morning. 749 00:28:06,375 --> 00:28:07,791 [ Chuckles ] I don't know. 750 00:28:07,791 --> 00:28:09,833 Smitty is surprisingly maternal. 751 00:28:09,833 --> 00:28:11,250 [ Chuckles ] 752 00:28:11,250 --> 00:28:14,041 That is the most horrifying idea I've ever heard... 753 00:28:14,041 --> 00:28:16,291 and I want it to be a reality show so bad. 754 00:28:16,291 --> 00:28:19,333 Right? I would watch the hell out of that. 755 00:28:19,333 --> 00:28:22,000 Rita is negative on any previous 5150 holds, 756 00:28:22,000 --> 00:28:24,250 and there are no registered firearms in her name. 757 00:28:24,250 --> 00:28:25,750 If this woman's doctor couldn't get through to her, 758 00:28:25,750 --> 00:28:26,958 how will you? 759 00:28:26,958 --> 00:28:28,125 I-I mean, this woman is in crisis. 760 00:28:28,125 --> 00:28:29,625 She needs a psychiatrist. 761 00:28:29,625 --> 00:28:31,083 Yeah, but the baby needs a cop. 762 00:28:31,083 --> 00:28:33,125 The honest truth is we don't have enough information 763 00:28:33,125 --> 00:28:34,416 to know what we're dealing with. 764 00:28:34,416 --> 00:28:36,125 But that's every call. 765 00:28:36,125 --> 00:28:37,791 It's a constant struggle to figure things out 766 00:28:37,791 --> 00:28:39,333 before it's too late. 767 00:28:41,708 --> 00:28:43,666 Uh, 7-Adam-19, go to channel nine. 768 00:28:44,708 --> 00:28:46,333 Go for 7-Adam-19. 769 00:28:46,333 --> 00:28:48,125 Did you study postpartum depression 770 00:28:48,125 --> 00:28:49,541 in your psych major? 771 00:28:49,541 --> 00:28:53,875 Yeah. PPD is fairly common, affects 1 in 8 new moms. 772 00:28:53,875 --> 00:28:56,500 In most cases, they feel tired, alone, guilty. 773 00:28:56,500 --> 00:28:58,083 Some feel a lack of attachment and then guilt 774 00:28:58,083 --> 00:28:59,541 for not feeling attached. 775 00:28:59,541 --> 00:29:03,458 Some are overwhelmed by paranoia -- 776 00:29:03,458 --> 00:29:07,916 visions of horrible things happening to their own child. 777 00:29:07,916 --> 00:29:10,625 I see Rita turned down treatment. 778 00:29:10,625 --> 00:29:13,041 That tells me she's probably dealing with shame, 779 00:29:13,041 --> 00:29:15,166 trying to cope alone, isolating. 780 00:29:15,166 --> 00:29:16,666 Now add to that the trauma 781 00:29:16,666 --> 00:29:18,958 of finding her child unresponsive. 782 00:29:18,958 --> 00:29:20,750 That could precipitate a mental break. 783 00:29:20,750 --> 00:29:23,041 If it's an extreme case of PPD, which is rare, 784 00:29:23,041 --> 00:29:25,791 she could be thinking about harming herself or her baby. 785 00:29:25,791 --> 00:29:27,083 Tim. Green Fiesta. 786 00:29:27,083 --> 00:29:28,166 Plates match. That's our car. 787 00:29:28,166 --> 00:29:29,291 Nolan, we found Rita's car. 788 00:29:29,291 --> 00:29:31,958 21000 block of Manningham. 789 00:29:31,958 --> 00:29:34,125 On our way. Let's go. 790 00:29:38,625 --> 00:29:40,083 Lucy: Control, 7-Adam-19, 791 00:29:40,083 --> 00:29:42,750 we've located the Fiesta from the revised Amber Alert. 792 00:29:42,750 --> 00:29:45,041 21000 block of Manningham. 793 00:29:45,041 --> 00:29:47,083 -[ Pleasant music plays on stereo ] -No sign of suspect or child. 794 00:29:49,791 --> 00:29:52,125 It's still hot. She must have just ditched it. 795 00:29:52,125 --> 00:29:53,833 Man: Hey. You looking for the driver? 796 00:29:53,833 --> 00:29:55,291 Tim: Yeah, you see where she went? 797 00:29:55,291 --> 00:29:57,625 Nah. I was walking by when she parked on the curb. 798 00:29:57,625 --> 00:29:59,416 -Lucy: How long ago? -About five minutes. 799 00:29:59,416 --> 00:30:01,041 Enough time for Butch and I to circle the block. 800 00:30:01,041 --> 00:30:03,416 -Did she have a baby with her? -No idea. 801 00:30:03,416 --> 00:30:06,125 I just watched her totally demolish that parking spot. 802 00:30:06,125 --> 00:30:07,791 [ Laughs ] Reminded me of my ex-wife. 803 00:30:07,791 --> 00:30:09,166 Uh, yes, sir. Please call us 804 00:30:09,166 --> 00:30:11,250 -if you remember anything else. -Okay. 805 00:30:11,250 --> 00:30:13,708 Control, 7-Adam-19, I got the vehicle, unoccupied. 806 00:30:13,708 --> 00:30:15,666 Witness says the suspect here less than five minutes ago. 807 00:30:15,666 --> 00:30:16,791 She's on foot. 808 00:30:16,791 --> 00:30:18,125 We need backup and an airship 809 00:30:18,125 --> 00:30:19,208 to secure a 10-block radius 810 00:30:19,208 --> 00:30:20,291 for a grid search. 811 00:30:23,375 --> 00:30:24,500 I don't like this. 812 00:30:24,500 --> 00:30:25,541 She wouldn't have abandoned the car 813 00:30:25,541 --> 00:30:27,166 unless she stopped for a reason. 814 00:30:27,166 --> 00:30:28,833 Odds are it won't be a good one. 815 00:30:28,833 --> 00:30:30,416 We gotta find her fast. 816 00:30:34,500 --> 00:30:35,958 This is crazy. 817 00:30:35,958 --> 00:30:37,708 There's no way we find her and the baby in time. 818 00:30:37,708 --> 00:30:39,583 We've got multiple units and an airship searching. 819 00:30:39,583 --> 00:30:40,625 We will find them. 820 00:30:40,625 --> 00:30:42,166 How? They could be anywhere. 821 00:30:42,166 --> 00:30:44,416 No. On foot with a newborn and a five-minute head start, 822 00:30:44,416 --> 00:30:46,041 she's definitely within our grid. 823 00:30:46,041 --> 00:30:47,500 Someone will have seen her. 824 00:30:47,500 --> 00:30:51,000 Just...pray we find her before she does something rash. 825 00:31:00,208 --> 00:31:01,375 Up on the right. 826 00:31:01,375 --> 00:31:03,291 [ Siren chirps ] 827 00:31:05,500 --> 00:31:07,416 Not her. 828 00:31:10,750 --> 00:31:12,250 Can I make a suggestion? 829 00:31:12,250 --> 00:31:13,500 Of course. 830 00:31:13,500 --> 00:31:15,291 Would it be helpful to have Rita's husband 831 00:31:15,291 --> 00:31:18,500 brought down here for -- for when she's found? 832 00:31:18,500 --> 00:31:19,958 That could be dangerous. 833 00:31:19,958 --> 00:31:22,041 We don't know what the situation was like at the house, 834 00:31:22,041 --> 00:31:24,541 and even if the baby's death truly was accidental, 835 00:31:24,541 --> 00:31:26,333 there could have been marital issues 836 00:31:26,333 --> 00:31:28,125 that added to Rita's PPD. 837 00:31:28,125 --> 00:31:29,666 We'd be introducing a wild card 838 00:31:29,666 --> 00:31:31,000 to an already tenuous situation. 839 00:31:31,000 --> 00:31:32,541 Wait, so it's all on you? 840 00:31:32,541 --> 00:31:34,583 I mean, no matter what you find when you get to her, 841 00:31:34,583 --> 00:31:36,000 you have to be ready to deal with it? 842 00:31:36,000 --> 00:31:38,750 What -- What if you make a mistake? 843 00:31:38,750 --> 00:31:40,291 We have to live with it. 844 00:31:40,291 --> 00:31:42,708 If we can. 845 00:31:42,708 --> 00:31:45,416 Pilot: All units, Air Three has eyes on the suspect. 846 00:31:45,416 --> 00:31:46,416 Fourth Street Bridge. 847 00:31:46,416 --> 00:31:49,166 Repeat -- Fourth Street Bridge. 848 00:31:49,166 --> 00:31:51,583 She has the baby. She's standing at the railing. 849 00:31:51,583 --> 00:31:54,458 Possible jumper. Repeat, possible jumper. 850 00:31:54,458 --> 00:31:55,750 Here we go. 851 00:31:55,750 --> 00:31:57,833 Control, advise Fire we have a possible jumper 852 00:31:57,833 --> 00:31:58,958 on Fourth Street Bridge. 853 00:31:58,958 --> 00:32:00,333 See if they have a crash pad available. 854 00:32:00,333 --> 00:32:03,458 We'll also need RA and backup units, Code 2 high. 855 00:32:09,916 --> 00:32:12,916 [ Helicopter blades whirring ] 856 00:32:15,833 --> 00:32:17,958 [ Car doors close ] 857 00:32:17,958 --> 00:32:19,625 Maybe I should stay back. 858 00:32:19,625 --> 00:32:21,125 Uh, it's up to you, 859 00:32:21,125 --> 00:32:22,458 but a friendly face not in uniform 860 00:32:22,458 --> 00:32:24,208 might actually calm the situation. 861 00:32:24,208 --> 00:32:25,833 How do you want to play this? 862 00:32:25,833 --> 00:32:27,666 -You go talk to her. -You sure? 863 00:32:27,666 --> 00:32:29,250 Yeah, I'll step in if I need to. 864 00:32:31,958 --> 00:32:34,875 W-Why -- Why Nolan? 865 00:32:34,875 --> 00:32:38,541 He has a way of connecting with people in crisis situations. 866 00:32:38,541 --> 00:32:39,750 Hi, Rita. 867 00:32:40,916 --> 00:32:41,916 I'm John. 868 00:32:41,916 --> 00:32:42,958 [ Baby crying ] 869 00:32:42,958 --> 00:32:44,500 How do you know my name? 870 00:32:44,500 --> 00:32:45,916 Uh, Ethan told me. 871 00:32:45,916 --> 00:32:48,666 He's very worried about you. 872 00:32:48,666 --> 00:32:50,250 I'm fine. 873 00:32:50,250 --> 00:32:52,250 Who's that you got there? 874 00:32:52,250 --> 00:32:53,625 Casey. 875 00:32:53,625 --> 00:32:55,166 This is Casey. 876 00:32:55,166 --> 00:32:56,333 Oh. 877 00:32:56,333 --> 00:32:58,041 Casey looks a little bit cold. 878 00:32:58,041 --> 00:33:00,083 Why don't we bring her inside, off the bridge? 879 00:33:00,083 --> 00:33:00,958 No. 880 00:33:00,958 --> 00:33:03,458 She's fine with her mama. 881 00:33:03,458 --> 00:33:05,458 Do you mind if I just make sure? 882 00:33:05,458 --> 00:33:06,750 Stay back. 883 00:33:06,750 --> 00:33:07,833 Okay, yeah. I'll stay back. 884 00:33:07,833 --> 00:33:09,500 We -- We can just talk. 885 00:33:17,416 --> 00:33:18,916 Lucy: How's she doing? 886 00:33:18,916 --> 00:33:20,875 Uh, it's touch and go. 887 00:33:20,875 --> 00:33:22,541 -What do you need? -Keep them back. 888 00:33:22,541 --> 00:33:24,250 We don't want to spook her. 889 00:33:24,250 --> 00:33:26,333 -Okay. -Nolan: No, I know it can feel isolating, 890 00:33:26,333 --> 00:33:28,041 being a parent to a newborn... 891 00:33:28,041 --> 00:33:29,125 She's not looking at the baby. 892 00:33:29,125 --> 00:33:30,750 Nolan: ...so much to learn. 893 00:33:30,750 --> 00:33:32,458 -[ Baby fusses ] -You never feel like what you're doing... 894 00:33:32,458 --> 00:33:34,083 She's trying to convince herself 895 00:33:34,083 --> 00:33:35,875 that it's her baby she's holding. 896 00:33:35,875 --> 00:33:38,500 Yeah. Deep down inside, she knows it's not. 897 00:33:38,500 --> 00:33:40,500 What happens when she figures out the truth? 898 00:33:40,500 --> 00:33:42,416 It's hard to say for sure. 899 00:33:42,416 --> 00:33:45,125 It could break the spell or it could send her over the edge, literally. 900 00:33:45,125 --> 00:33:46,916 Control, what's the ETA on Fire? 901 00:33:46,916 --> 00:33:48,166 Dispatch: Three minutes. 902 00:33:48,166 --> 00:33:49,708 Might as well be three hours. 903 00:33:49,708 --> 00:33:51,833 Nolan: Are you thirsty, Rita? 904 00:33:51,833 --> 00:33:52,791 I can get you some water. 905 00:33:52,791 --> 00:33:54,458 Nolan. 906 00:33:54,458 --> 00:33:56,083 Can I talk to her? 907 00:33:56,083 --> 00:33:57,041 Hey, Rita, I'm gonna introduce you 908 00:33:57,041 --> 00:33:58,875 to my friend, Angela, okay? 909 00:33:58,875 --> 00:34:00,000 Okay. 910 00:34:00,000 --> 00:34:01,583 Hi, Rita. 911 00:34:01,583 --> 00:34:03,583 I'm here to help. 912 00:34:03,583 --> 00:34:04,708 Is this Casey? 913 00:34:05,958 --> 00:34:07,583 Yes. 914 00:34:07,583 --> 00:34:09,041 Lopez: I love that name. 915 00:34:09,041 --> 00:34:12,458 My fiancé and I can't agree on a name for our baby. 916 00:34:12,458 --> 00:34:14,458 How did you choose? 917 00:34:14,458 --> 00:34:16,666 I don't know. 918 00:34:16,666 --> 00:34:18,791 When she was born, she just looked like a Casey. 919 00:34:18,791 --> 00:34:21,625 [ Baby fussing ] 920 00:34:21,625 --> 00:34:23,291 How far along are you? 921 00:34:23,291 --> 00:34:25,083 14 weeks. 922 00:34:25,083 --> 00:34:27,458 I'm already scared about giving birth. 923 00:34:27,458 --> 00:34:28,833 The pain. 924 00:34:28,833 --> 00:34:31,125 Don't worry about the pain. 925 00:34:31,125 --> 00:34:34,833 Once they put your baby in your arms 926 00:34:34,833 --> 00:34:38,250 and you look down into those beautiful eyes, 927 00:34:38,250 --> 00:34:40,125 it was all worth it. 928 00:34:40,125 --> 00:34:43,541 I heard all newborns have blue eyes. 929 00:34:43,541 --> 00:34:45,208 Not Casey. 930 00:34:45,208 --> 00:34:48,541 Dark brown, right from the start. 931 00:34:48,541 --> 00:34:51,041 The most amazing head of hair. 932 00:34:51,041 --> 00:34:52,333 Lopez: I hope if I have a daughter, 933 00:34:52,333 --> 00:34:54,000 she's born with hair. 934 00:34:54,000 --> 00:34:57,000 My cousin's little girl, she was bald 935 00:34:57,000 --> 00:34:59,041 for like the first 18 months. 936 00:34:59,041 --> 00:35:00,625 Everyone thought she was a boy. 937 00:35:00,625 --> 00:35:01,916 I love putting 938 00:35:01,916 --> 00:35:04,458 Casey's hair in little pigtails. 939 00:35:04,458 --> 00:35:08,166 She always fights me, but she looks so cute. 940 00:35:08,166 --> 00:35:12,333 Rita, can you do something for me? 941 00:35:12,333 --> 00:35:14,208 Can you look at Casey? 942 00:35:14,208 --> 00:35:16,083 Just look in those pretty, brown eyes. 943 00:35:16,083 --> 00:35:18,541 [ Baby crying ] 944 00:35:18,541 --> 00:35:19,541 No. 945 00:35:19,541 --> 00:35:21,041 Lopez: Please, Rita. 946 00:35:21,041 --> 00:35:22,458 I need you to look in her eyes. 947 00:35:22,458 --> 00:35:24,625 [ Helicopter blades whirring ] 948 00:35:28,041 --> 00:35:30,833 [ Crying continues ] 949 00:35:32,958 --> 00:35:36,333 It's not Casey, is it? 950 00:35:36,333 --> 00:35:38,333 [ Voice breaking ] No. 951 00:35:38,333 --> 00:35:40,750 No. 952 00:35:40,750 --> 00:35:43,208 Lopez: Here. I got her. 953 00:35:43,208 --> 00:35:46,000 I'll get her back to her mother, okay? 954 00:35:49,458 --> 00:35:52,000 Tell her [Sniffles] I'm sorry. 955 00:35:54,083 --> 00:35:55,666 Nolan: Thank you, Rita. 956 00:35:55,666 --> 00:35:57,708 That was a very brave thing you did, 957 00:35:57,708 --> 00:36:00,000 and now I need you to come with me, okay? 958 00:36:00,958 --> 00:36:03,333 My baby died. 959 00:36:03,333 --> 00:36:04,750 I know. 960 00:36:04,750 --> 00:36:05,958 I'm so sorry. 961 00:36:05,958 --> 00:36:08,333 [ Sobbing ] 962 00:36:08,333 --> 00:36:12,166 Come on. Come on. 963 00:36:13,916 --> 00:36:16,333 [ Baby cooing ] 964 00:36:29,958 --> 00:36:32,166 [ Engine shuts off ] 965 00:36:32,166 --> 00:36:34,125 Well, thank you for today. 966 00:36:34,125 --> 00:36:36,583 This is an experience I will not forget. 967 00:36:36,583 --> 00:36:38,500 Well, we should schedule 968 00:36:38,500 --> 00:36:40,458 another one of these little ride alongs 969 00:36:40,458 --> 00:36:42,500 so that we can continue the conversation. 970 00:36:42,500 --> 00:36:43,958 Oh, that won't be necessary. 971 00:36:43,958 --> 00:36:45,125 [ Camera clicks off ] 972 00:36:45,125 --> 00:36:47,583 The book's already written, isn't it? 973 00:36:47,583 --> 00:36:49,541 I sent it to my publisher last week. 974 00:36:49,541 --> 00:36:51,083 -Mm. -What? 975 00:36:51,083 --> 00:36:52,500 Then what was today about, then? 976 00:36:52,500 --> 00:36:54,708 Just an anecdote for the book tour? 977 00:36:54,708 --> 00:36:57,375 No, I didn't know the day was gonna end up the way it did. 978 00:36:57,375 --> 00:36:58,916 But how do you write a book about policing 979 00:36:58,916 --> 00:37:00,125 without having seen it up close? 980 00:37:00,125 --> 00:37:02,000 Oh, I have seen it. Believe me. 981 00:37:02,000 --> 00:37:03,500 Today may have been my first ride along, 982 00:37:03,500 --> 00:37:04,625 but it was not my first time 983 00:37:04,625 --> 00:37:06,208 sitting in the back seat of a cop car. 984 00:37:06,208 --> 00:37:08,416 I see, but if you're going to fix an engine, 985 00:37:08,416 --> 00:37:10,375 don't you think it would be helpful to look under the hood? 986 00:37:10,375 --> 00:37:12,458 That is a flawed analogy, Officer Nolan, 987 00:37:12,458 --> 00:37:13,958 because a car is not actively trying to 988 00:37:13,958 --> 00:37:15,333 keep you from fixing it. 989 00:37:16,458 --> 00:37:17,875 Uh, excuse me. 990 00:37:20,125 --> 00:37:23,166 Look, I get that the path to real change 991 00:37:23,166 --> 00:37:25,166 seems almost impossible. 992 00:37:25,166 --> 00:37:28,166 I mean, police departments are pros at circling the wagons 993 00:37:28,166 --> 00:37:30,666 when public opinion turns against them. 994 00:37:30,666 --> 00:37:33,500 But I promise you, 995 00:37:33,500 --> 00:37:35,833 the only way things really will change 996 00:37:35,833 --> 00:37:38,333 is if cops get on board. 997 00:37:38,333 --> 00:37:39,750 I agree. 998 00:37:39,750 --> 00:37:42,208 But cops only act when activists make so much noise, 999 00:37:42,208 --> 00:37:43,708 they cannot be ignored. 1000 00:37:43,708 --> 00:37:45,250 Like in Camden. 1001 00:37:45,250 --> 00:37:47,625 Look, you're talking to two police officers 1002 00:37:47,625 --> 00:37:49,250 who would like to see things change, 1003 00:37:49,250 --> 00:37:52,250 and we're not the only ones at the station that feels this way. 1004 00:37:52,250 --> 00:37:56,083 I just think that... uh, maybe you could benefit 1005 00:37:56,083 --> 00:37:58,541 from some of our insights. 1006 00:38:02,375 --> 00:38:03,583 Alright. 1007 00:38:04,750 --> 00:38:06,125 You sold me. 1008 00:38:06,125 --> 00:38:08,125 Great. I'll tell Sergeant Grey. 1009 00:38:08,125 --> 00:38:09,958 I'm sure he'd love to be part of the conversation. 1010 00:38:09,958 --> 00:38:11,291 Oh, thank you. 1011 00:38:11,291 --> 00:38:14,041 And thank you both for the ride along. 1012 00:38:14,041 --> 00:38:15,916 I will see you in class. 1013 00:38:15,916 --> 00:38:16,833 Looking forward. 1014 00:38:20,000 --> 00:38:23,041 I think that went well, all things considered. 1015 00:38:23,041 --> 00:38:25,208 Oh, yeah. No, she's definitely gonna give you an "A." 1016 00:38:25,208 --> 00:38:27,041 -You think? -No. 1017 00:38:27,041 --> 00:38:28,750 She is gonna make you earn it in class, 1018 00:38:28,750 --> 00:38:30,125 like the rest of her students. 1019 00:38:30,125 --> 00:38:31,500 -Fair enough. -Yeah. 1020 00:38:31,500 --> 00:38:33,125 You have any plans for the rest of the night? 1021 00:38:33,125 --> 00:38:35,416 Hugging my daughter until she is sick of it 1022 00:38:35,416 --> 00:38:37,416 -and then hugging her some more. -Sounds nice. 1023 00:38:37,416 --> 00:38:38,541 Nolan. 1024 00:38:39,875 --> 00:38:41,666 -I'll see you tomorrow. -Alright. 1025 00:38:41,666 --> 00:38:43,375 -Sir. -Well? 1026 00:38:43,375 --> 00:38:44,833 How'd it go with Professor Ryan? 1027 00:38:44,833 --> 00:38:46,458 Good, I think. 1028 00:38:46,458 --> 00:38:48,416 She's gonna be calling you to talk about, uh, police reform -- 1029 00:38:48,416 --> 00:38:49,708 for her book. 1030 00:38:49,708 --> 00:38:51,750 [ Chuckles ] 1031 00:38:51,750 --> 00:38:54,166 You point her my way to get back at me for the ride along? 1032 00:38:54,166 --> 00:38:56,250 No, sir. No. I just know how committed you are 1033 00:38:56,250 --> 00:38:58,333 to making things better. 1034 00:38:58,333 --> 00:39:00,833 Even if it does mean having to admit you're wrong to do it. 1035 00:39:00,833 --> 00:39:02,916 Oh. Uh, I'm sorry? 1036 00:39:03,916 --> 00:39:06,125 When was I ever wrong? 1037 00:39:06,125 --> 00:39:09,416 Well, nothing comes to mind off hand. 1038 00:39:09,416 --> 00:39:12,166 I guess there was that one time you said if I succeeded, 1039 00:39:12,166 --> 00:39:14,750 your house would be "flooded with middle-aged losers 1040 00:39:14,750 --> 00:39:19,000 looking for an 'Eat Pray Love' path to reinvention." 1041 00:39:19,000 --> 00:39:21,333 I wrote it down. 1042 00:39:21,333 --> 00:39:24,333 You haven't succeeded yet, Officer Nolan. 1043 00:39:24,333 --> 00:39:26,416 Yes, sir. 1044 00:39:26,416 --> 00:39:27,500 Good night, sir. 1045 00:39:27,500 --> 00:39:29,875 Good night. 1046 00:39:29,875 --> 00:39:31,875 Lopez: Can't wait to get out of this uniform. 1047 00:39:31,875 --> 00:39:33,375 Hey, thanks again for riding with me. 1048 00:39:33,375 --> 00:39:34,583 Are you kidding me? 1049 00:39:34,583 --> 00:39:36,250 I wouldn't have missed it for the world. 1050 00:39:36,250 --> 00:39:38,791 And now it's end of shift, 1051 00:39:38,791 --> 00:39:41,291 and you are no longer a rookie. 1052 00:39:41,291 --> 00:39:42,750 [ Exhales deeply ] 1053 00:39:42,750 --> 00:39:44,458 How does it feel? 1054 00:39:44,458 --> 00:39:46,458 Unreal. 1055 00:39:46,458 --> 00:39:48,541 I mean, everything in my life has been geared towards 1056 00:39:48,541 --> 00:39:53,000 getting me to this moment, and...now it's here. 1057 00:39:53,000 --> 00:39:54,708 Kinda can't believe it, to be honest. 1058 00:39:54,708 --> 00:39:57,916 Well, congratulations. 1059 00:39:57,916 --> 00:39:59,375 You earned it. 1060 00:39:59,375 --> 00:40:00,958 ♪ I couldn't see the forest for the trees ♪ 1061 00:40:00,958 --> 00:40:03,875 ♪ Too many empties on the side ♪ 1062 00:40:03,875 --> 00:40:05,875 ♪ But I kept trading all my cigarettes for sunsets ♪ 1063 00:40:05,875 --> 00:40:07,375 ♪ Now I'm getting richer all the time ♪ 1064 00:40:07,375 --> 00:40:09,291 We did it. 1065 00:40:09,291 --> 00:40:11,208 No. You did it. 1066 00:40:13,958 --> 00:40:15,541 What's this? 1067 00:40:15,541 --> 00:40:17,958 It's a copy of your final evaluation. 1068 00:40:17,958 --> 00:40:19,750 I wrote it before our shift today. 1069 00:40:19,750 --> 00:40:22,333 Like Plain Clothes Day. 1070 00:40:22,333 --> 00:40:24,208 Only this time, I didn't have to rewrite it. 1071 00:40:24,208 --> 00:40:25,958 Mm. 1072 00:40:25,958 --> 00:40:27,250 ♪ I'll be young before I die ♪ 1073 00:40:27,250 --> 00:40:28,833 "Officer Chen impressed me 1074 00:40:28,833 --> 00:40:31,083 with every decision she made today. 1075 00:40:31,083 --> 00:40:33,041 I will miss riding with her." 1076 00:40:33,041 --> 00:40:34,750 ♪ I'll be wrong before I'm right ♪ 1077 00:40:34,750 --> 00:40:38,583 ♪ I keep filling up my crowded heart, yeah ♪ 1078 00:40:38,583 --> 00:40:40,750 You don't let anyone ever tell you 1079 00:40:40,750 --> 00:40:42,916 you can't do something. 1080 00:40:42,916 --> 00:40:44,916 Not even me. 1081 00:40:46,125 --> 00:40:48,250 Yes, sir. 1082 00:40:49,125 --> 00:40:52,125 Step five -- acceptance. 1083 00:40:52,125 --> 00:40:54,958 Our checklist is complete. [ Chuckles ] 1084 00:40:54,958 --> 00:40:57,333 Um...I have a gift for you. 1085 00:40:58,708 --> 00:41:01,250 It's a thank-you. 1086 00:41:01,250 --> 00:41:03,666 For every lesson I had to learn. 1087 00:41:03,666 --> 00:41:06,416 Uh, should I open it now? 1088 00:41:06,416 --> 00:41:07,625 Absolutely. 1089 00:41:07,625 --> 00:41:09,500 -Mm-hmm. -Okay. 1090 00:41:09,500 --> 00:41:10,875 ♪ I'll be dumb before I'm wise ♪ 1091 00:41:10,875 --> 00:41:12,291 [ Pop ] 1092 00:41:12,291 --> 00:41:14,041 [ Chuckles ] 1093 00:41:14,041 --> 00:41:15,375 [ Exhales sharply ] 1094 00:41:15,375 --> 00:41:17,916 [ Laughs ] It's been a blast, sir. 1095 00:41:17,916 --> 00:41:21,875 I'll see you tomorrow...Lucy. 1096 00:41:21,875 --> 00:41:23,833 -See you tomorrow, Tim. -[ Door opens ] 1097 00:41:23,833 --> 00:41:25,458 [ Door closes ] 1098 00:41:25,458 --> 00:41:27,291 [ Chuckles ] 1099 00:41:27,291 --> 00:41:28,333 Ready to celebrate? 1100 00:41:28,333 --> 00:41:30,500 You know it. [ Chuckles ] 1101 00:41:30,500 --> 00:41:34,333 So, yeah. It was the perfect way to end the year. 1102 00:41:34,333 --> 00:41:35,791 [ Indistinct conversation ] 1103 00:41:35,791 --> 00:41:38,041 -Exactly. -Harper: Where you going? 1104 00:41:39,583 --> 00:41:41,291 Uh, home. 1105 00:41:41,291 --> 00:41:43,333 No, you're not. 1106 00:41:43,333 --> 00:41:45,375 You are coming to dinner with Lila and me. 1107 00:41:45,375 --> 00:41:48,208 Uh, that's -- that's very nice of you, but I'm okay. 1108 00:41:48,208 --> 00:41:49,625 No, you're not. 1109 00:41:49,625 --> 00:41:51,666 You feel like a failure because they're moving on 1110 00:41:51,666 --> 00:41:53,500 and you're not. 1111 00:41:53,500 --> 00:41:55,791 But you will. 1112 00:41:55,791 --> 00:41:57,291 I appreciate that, but you, uh, 1113 00:41:57,291 --> 00:41:59,625 certainly don't have to take me to dinner out of pity. 1114 00:41:59,625 --> 00:42:01,958 It's not pity when you're paying. 1115 00:42:01,958 --> 00:42:03,083 ♪ I'll keep filling up... ♪ 1116 00:42:03,083 --> 00:42:04,958 W-Well, how can I say no to that? 1117 00:42:04,958 --> 00:42:06,625 You can't. 1118 00:42:06,625 --> 00:42:08,458 I'm gonna go pick up Lila. 1119 00:42:08,458 --> 00:42:11,250 Reservation is under my name at Mercado. 1120 00:42:11,250 --> 00:42:13,666 And I expect a skinny margarita waiting when I get there. 1121 00:42:13,666 --> 00:42:14,666 -Yes, ma'am. -Harper: Mm-hmm. 1122 00:42:14,666 --> 00:42:16,708 And, um... 1123 00:42:16,708 --> 00:42:17,833 Thank you. 1124 00:42:17,833 --> 00:42:18,916 You're welcome. 1125 00:42:20,000 --> 00:42:21,750 [ Car door closes ] 1126 00:42:55,375 --> 00:42:57,291 -[ Pencil scratching ] -Damn it!